Ramblings of a Bipolar

Thursday, December 08, 2005

I am sitting here, so emotional. I feel like if I have to live an other moment it will be too long. I can seem to do anything right and what I do right is not noticed by those that matter. I want to sleep and not wake up. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing that I have to feed my 150 birds or they will die. I don 't feel like I would be missed if I was gone. Too many tears. I can't see to type.

posted by Kathy @ 12:26 AM  

8 Comments:

  • At 7:51 AM, Blogger BipolarPrincess said…

    Kathy-please know that you have people here that care about you. I so wish you well, I will keep you in my prayers!!!

    :* Princess

     

  • At 2:50 PM, Blogger Crystal said…

    That's exactly how I had been feeling for quite a while before I ended up in the hospital. Still have times when I feel like I can't do much right, but the meds have really taken the dangerous edge off of my depression.

    Know that there are other people out here who understand what you are going through, you're not alone, no matter how much it may sometimes seem that way.

     

  • At 11:14 PM, Blogger Mr. 12 Step said…

    You seem like a really good person. I find it hard to believe that you would not be missed.

     

  • At 9:19 PM, Blogger Maggs said…

    oh honey, i felt like this a few weeks back. it sucks. but you will get through it. from what i've read you're a strong gal

     

  • At 11:42 PM, Blogger jane said…

    I'm hoping you haven't posted because you're getting help for your depression. If things get too bad, don't be afraid to check into a hospital. Don't give up. There are a lot of us here that care about you.

     

  • At 12:19 AM, Blogger jane said…

    Hi Kathy,
    Just stopped by to say HI & tell you I'm thinking of you. I hope you will post something soon.

     

  • At 6:49 PM, Blogger Fidget said…

    i just wanted to say the last time I came off of an antidepressant I thought that i would die.. that i simly would die from feeling so badly. I'm sorry you are feeling this way and I hope you can find your way out of the darkness

     

  • At 2:07 PM, Blogger mrshellonheels said…

    Hi Kathy, sorry I haven't posted for awhile, I'm hoping everything is ok with you. Happy New Years.

     

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